Ok…..tmr will be the 1st day of block leave liao,sadly I feel dun feel much excitement over this…dun even feel much abt going on my trip to Bangkok…yup,going Bangkok for 4 days 3 nights—shopping trip.i am a firm believer of retail therapy but somehow the pre-trip feelings are laden with unsettling worries instead,the saddest trip I will have ever, no doubt….will try to ignite some excitement from the trip,hopefully it’ll make me a happier person than I am rite now?
What is it wif my speech tt ppl juz cant lemme finish driving my point in??seem to always get interrupted when I speak, everytime, everywhere. maybe I am really juz plain boring or ppl juz enjoy blatantly ignoring me or not taking me seriously…shit, I sound as if I am quite worthless….if this carries on I may juz as well become like Hock….not tt bad an idea to join him anyways…
Lets set this straight, I find tt I am quite a straightforward person, if I dun like u or dun like ur doings, I WILL voice it out,yes,I am naturally sarcastic but tts juz me…if I REALLY dun like stuff, I’ll start laying my cards on the table ok? Dun use sarcasm back at me, doesn’t work ok? I switch off to constructive or destructive stuff ok? I may be cocooning myself but is tt wrong?? wrong to protect oneself?? If u think tt ur not happy wif how I express myself tell it to me, wun huirt to have a thrashing out session. every1 has their fair share of unhappiness and bleak situations, if ur not happy wif it,deal wif it, dun fake a front and make it look so freaking obvious. no harm for being more decisive too…dun delve into stuff still undecided then regret abt ur actions later on and often too deep in the situation to back out then start panicking. think logically b4 u act,it helps, risk-taking is gd but oni for the go-getters if ur not 1,then forget it, how abt considering risk management?(tts aso pointed to me too,I try to remind myself of these all the time too)got a new motto for the time being….
No use crying over spilled Milo…..how abt trying Horlicks?? Anyone??
Cheers (raises mug of steamy Horlicks)
